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 ==== Transiency Rasa Alksnyte ====
+The core team of FoAM bxl, including me, started our macrotransiency with the new moon in February 2016, carving out time to lay fallow and pursue things that “there isn’t time for”, to explore the unknown and embrace the unexpected.
+This page is the informal log of my transiency process, in reverse chronological order.
+-24 April
+Working with Eisa on Host again.Such a complex piece to perform. It seems the build up of this work will never end. There is always new details, aspects of performing coming up. As much as i like working with movement and narratives on stage as much i dislike dealing with incompetence of technical team. Can't understand why can't they enjoy of creating something beautiful together with us. Instead there is always resistance, negotiations about things that can be fixed so easy yet you have to fight for it... The top of this time :"No the white beach chairs are not ok for this setting"....
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+Your great mistake is to act the drama
+as if you were alone. As if life
+were a progressive and cunning crime
+with no witness to the tiny hidden
+transgressions. To feel abandoned is to deny
+the intimacy of your surroundings. Surely,
+even you, at times, have felt the grand array;
+the swelling presence, and the chorus, crowding
+out your solo voice You must note
+the way the soap dish enables you,
+or the window latch grants you freedom.
+Alertness is the hidden discipline of familiarity.
+The stairs are your mentor of things
+to come, the doors have always been there
+to frighten you and invite you,
+and the tiny speaker in the phone
+is your dream-ladder to divinity.
+Put down the weight of your aloneness and ease into
+the conversation. The kettle is singing
+even as it pours you a drink, the cooking pots
+have left their arrogant aloofness and
+seen the good in you at last. All the birds
+and creatures of the world are unutterably
+themselves. Everything is waiting for you.
+  — David Whyte
+from Everything is Waiting for You
+©2003 Many Rivers Press
+Thank you Bart for this excerpt.
+-17 April
+An emotional week. Painting the colours in the room of my son into the the plane white walls. It started as a very practical thing to do but with every stroke of brush it became a sort of ritual of saying goodbye to the childhood of the boy.
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+This week made me understand how much i dislike organising multiple events at the same time.At the moment it's annoying to read and respond to so many emails concerning matters that has nothing to do with each other. I unconsciously avoiding emailing...On the other hand i enjoy so much on concentrating on a few activities. This week i gave two workshops for two classes. Very different yet so much reward when kids leave the space with dirty hands but inspired and smiling.
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+March-03 April
+Goodbye darkness of march and welcome colours of april.
+There is something magic about the spring. In Lithuanian language plants budding is called "sprogsta" which means exploding. To me it is very accurate expresion of what is happening in the nature.
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+It has been a month and a bit of our transiency. I have to admit it flue by extreemly quickly and i still have a feeling my transiency didn't start yet. Even it is not so much happening at FoAM Bxl (i'm only engaged in teaching in two schools and taking care of the studio) very often i get a feeling of panic that i'm forgetting to do something.
+The only remedy for that is to stand up and persui all those experiments i've been putting away or never taking time to document it...
+This spring i was playing around with letting the scraps  of food grow. My window cill is accommodated by different jars with peaces of various plants: halves of onions, pieces of ginger, bottom bit of celery and so on.Not every plant succeeded in getting new roots and letting out new green leaves. But those that did look very weird, fragile and beautiful.
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+After a few months of waiting finally the book by Matthew Biancaniello "Eat your drink" has arrived. Lots of new interesting stuff to try out and new ideas of what can be done. I'm also wondering why i still don't have a blog or any other way of documenting all those recipes i invent?
+Continuing playing with the cameras.
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 -20 March
 Back at school for Kunst in de Keuken. This year in the planning i get less time than usual.We work around the theme of Time/Timing/Timer. Ironically i can say we don't have enough time to play around.This week we've made filters from transparent packaging leftovers and took portraits. The idea is to try to film trough it next week. Fingers crossed we'll manage our time well.
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 A week away to the dark cold wet and spring nowheretobeseen Lithuania.
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 On the other hand last week was constantly surrounded by few people. I seem to attract them to tell their problems to me.I do try to avoid it but from time to time it gets to me... Coming back i feel i absorbed so many troubles that my body is aching day and night. And this time for sure not because i was doing to much, but because troubles of the others found the way inside of me...
 Feb 29-March 6
 Reading "The rest is noise" by Alex Ross.
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 Ones again amazed by the turbulence in the arts and society at turn of the 20th century.
 So many new directions, chaos, disputes, sense of apocalypse.Such a strong necessity to relate to different spiritual movements.
+This book is also filled with the musical anecdotes:
+"The joke went around that Webern had introduced the marking Pensato:Don't play the note, only think it."
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